my life now...

just ended the long holiday of 2007.finally back to school.i had a fight or should i say its a quarrel with one of my fren.i can't reli remember when did it started.well, now i'm being isolated by frens of mine. but i'm cool about it. it's not reli a big deal. i think...lolx...haiz...gonna have my SPM tis year n bcuz of that i broke with my bf. sorry bout it.reli sorry that i lied.i lied that we r more like frens.sorry to have hurt u.sorry for being selfish.hope thet u will find a better one to love. n thanks for sharing all ur feeling n love with me during the holidays.its gonna to be a hard year tis year espeacially without frens.nvm,i can manage it...sorry to my frens about everything...i dun reli know how to talk so i can't reli mend everything back the way it was before...i just wan them to be happy...thats all...n to miss.R out there...if u c tis blog...just wanna tell u i'm sorry...maybe u will think that i'm stupid or bad or wat so ever...i'm ok with that...n i know u had been calling me BITCH recently cuz i heard...maybe calling me bitch makes u happy so just keep on with that...n u tell other ppl that i always flirt with boys, thats not true...if u think that when i'm just talking to boys mean flirting with them then u should just stop talking to boys urself...i've brought u in to work together n all i get is scolded n gossiped by u...u should have know how u treat me before...i'm just trying to help,but all u say when i help is "dun act like u r so smart"...all i do n all i say makes u so unhappy so i decided not to talk to u...thats all...as easy as that...u r the one who started it not me...i've tried to apologize but u just walked away...u won't know how i feel inside...but now...i had enough of it..i quit...u win...i ok without u guys...i'm ok if u guys hate me...i dun blame u guys for hating me...hating u guys will only makes me suffer more...why should i care so much...i'm now living my life my own way with my own style...i no longer need to follow wat u guys do...my life, my way, my aim....thats all i care now...